Thursday, May 31, 2012
30 hours ago, I escaped from being kidnapped. By Chin Xin-Ci
As I sit here writing this, I am just so grateful to be alive.
To think that 30 hours ago I had a knife to my throat, face to face with the threat of being kidnapped and raped.
It was a Sunday, at 5.22PM. I was alone, walking towards my boyfriend's car in level B2 of The Curve, Mutiara Damansara. He was not in town, and I was running errands with his car. Just as I was putting my shopping bags in the rear seat, the rear car door was slammed against my back, and a meat cleaver was pressed against my throat. A man covered my mouth with his hand, and whispered not to scream. He then shoved me onto the floor of the backseat of the car and waved the cleaver at me, reminding me not to scream. He was skinny, wearing a baggy turqoise blue t-shirt, had a thick moustache and short curly hair, approx 5'8", mid-30s, and of Indian descent.
Tuesday, May 29, 2012
Minsan may Isang Puta
Minsan may Isang Puta
Tingin ng mga bobong kapitbahay ko, puta daw ako. Nagpapagamit, binabayaran. Sabi nila, ako daw ang pinakamaganda at pinakasikat sa aming lugar noon. Di ko nga alam kung sumpa ito, dahil dito naletse ang kinabukasan ko.
Tara, makinig ka muna sa kwento ko, yosi muna tayo.
Alam mo, maraming lumapit sa akin. Nagkagusto at naakit. Ang hirap pag lahat sa iyo, virgin eh. Tinanggap ko naman silang tao, bakit kaya nila ako ginago? Hindi ko maintindihan ang mga nangyari sa akin. Bukas palad ko naman silang pinakitunguhan, ni hindi ko nga itinuring na iba. Iniisip ko na nga lang na kasi di sila taga rito kaya siguro talagang ganoon.
Tatlong malilibog na foreigners ang nagpyesta sa katawan ko. Sabi nila na-rape daw ako.
Sa tatlong beses akong nagahasa, ang pinakahuli ang di ko makakalimutan.
Parang maski di ko ginusto ang mga nangyari, hinahanap-hanap ko siya. Kasi, ibang-iba ang hagod niya. Umiikot ang mundo ko sa tuwing ginagamit niya ako. May mga pagkakaton na nasusuka na ko sa mga nangyayari sa aming dalawa. Parang ‘pag humahalinghing siya, nararamdaman ko na nalalason ako.. Gusto ko mang umayaw, hindi ko makuhang humindi. Hindi ko din alam kung bakit. Ibang klase din kasi siya mag-sorry eh, lalo pa at inalagaan niya ako at ang mga naging anak ko.
Alam mo, parating ang dami naming regalo – may chocolates, yosi at ano ka! May datung pa! Nakakabaliw siya! Alam kong ginagamit niya lang ako pero pagamit naman ako nang pagamit. Sa kanya namin natutunan mag-inggles, di lang magsulat ha! Magbasa pa!
Nung kinasama ko siya, guminhawa buhay namin. Sosyal na sosyal kami! Ewan ko nga ba, akala ko napapamahal na ako sa kanya. Akala ko tuloy-tuloy na kaligayahan namin, yun pala unti-unti niya akong pinapatay.
Punyetang buhay! Sa dami ng lason na sinaksak niya sa katawan ko, muntik na akong malaspag. Ang daming nagsabi na ang tanga tanga ko. Palayasin ko na daw. Taon ang binilang bago ako natauhang makining sa payo. Iniisip ko kasi na parang di ko kakayanin na mawala siya sa akin… Sa amin! .
Sa tulong ng ilan sa mga anak ko, napalayas ko ang demonyo pero ang hirap magsimula. Hindi nga ako sigurado kung nabunutan ako ng tinik o nadagdagan pa. Masyado na kasi kaming nasanay sa sarap ng buhay na naranasan namin sa kanya, kaya eto nabaon kami sa utang. Lubog na lubog kami sa pagkakautang, kulang yata pati kaluluwa namin para ibayad sa mga inutang namin.
Nakakahiya man aminin pero hanggang ngayon, sa tuwing mabigat ang problema ko, siya ang tinatakbuhan ko. ‘Yun nga lang, kapit sa patalim sabi nga nila. Para akong isang aso na nangagat ng amo, na bumabahag ang buntot at umaamo kapag nangangailangan.
Usap-usapan ako ng mga kapitbahay ko. May nanghihinayang, namumuhi at naaawa. Puta na kasi ang isang magandang katulad ko. Ang dating hinahangaan at humahalina ay nabibili sa murang halaga. Alam mo maski ganun ang mga nangyari sa akin, nilakasan ko pa rin ang loob ko. Kailangan makita ng mga anak ko, na masasandalan nila ako maski ano pang mangyari.
Maski ano pa ang sabihin ng iba, sinisikap namin na maging maganda ang buhay namin. Nag-aambisyon kami at nangangarap. Ayun, may mga anak ako na nasa Japan, Hong Kong, Saudi. Yung iba nag-US, Canada, Europe. ‘Yung iba ayaw umalis sa akin. Halos lahat, wala naman silbi. Masaya daw sa piling ko, maski amoy pusali ako.
Sa dami ng mga anak ko na nagsisikap na tulungan ang kalagayan namin, siya din ang dami ng mga anak ko na nanamantala sa kabuhayan at kayaman na itinatabi ko para sa punyetang kinabukasan naming lahat. Eto na nga ang panahon na halos di na kami makaahon sa hirap ng buhay. Napakahirap dahil nasanay na kami sa ginhawa at sarap.
Alam mo, gusto ko na sanang tumigil sa pagpuputa kaso ang laki talaga ng letseng utang ko eh. Palaki pa ng palaki! Paano na lang ang mga anak kong naiwan sa aking puder? At paano na lang ang mga anak kong nasa abroad? Baka di na nila ako balikan o bisitahin man lang? Hindi na importante kung laspagin man ang ganda ko, madama lang ng mga anak ko ang pagmamahal ko. Malaman nila na ibibigay ko ang lahat para sa kanila.
Sa tuwing titingin ako sa salamin, alam ko maganda pa rin ako. Meron pa din ang bilib sa akin. Napapag-usapan pa din. Sa tuwing nakikita ko ang mukha ko sa salamin, nakikita ko ang mga anak ko. Tutulo na lang ang mga luha ko ng di ko namamalayan. Ang gagaling nga ng mga anak ko eh, namamayagpag kahit saan sila pumunta. Mahusay sa kahit anong gawain. Tama man o mali.
Sa dami ng mga anak ko, iilan lang ang may malasakit sa akin. May malasakit man, nahihilaw pa.
Mabigat dalahin para sa akin, ang katotohanan na ni minsan ay di kami naging isang pamilya. Halos lahat ng mga anak ko, galit sa isa’t isa. IIlan ang gusto magtulungan, naghihilahan pa. Madalas kong itinatanong sa sarili ko kung naging masama ba akong nanay para magturingan ng ganito ang mga anak ko?
Kanino bang similya ng demonyo nanggaling ang mga anak kong maituturing mong may mga pinag-aralan pero nakakadama ng saya at sarap sa paghihirap ng kapatid nila? Di ko lubos maisip kung saan impiyerno nanggaling ang kasikiman ng ilan sa mga anak kong ito. Sila pa naman ang inaasahan kong magbabangon sa amin. Nakakabaliw isipin na natitiis nila ang kalagayan ng kanilang mga kapatid na halos mamatay sa hirap ng buhay. Parang di sila magkakapatid sa tindi ng pagkaganid at walang pagmamalasakit.
Ang di ko akalain ay mismong mga anak ko, ang tuluyang sisira sa akin. Kinapital ang laspag na ganda ko. Masaya sila sa mga nabibili nila mula sa pinagputahan ko. Buong angas nilang pinagyayabang ang mga pansamantalang yaman at ang kanilang hilaw na pagkatao sa mga makakakita at makikinig. Talaga bang nakakalula ang materyal na kayamanan at mga titulong ikinakabit sa pangalan? Hindi ko maintindihan.
Minsan sa pagtingin ko sa salamin, ni hindi ko na nga kilala sarili ko.
Dadating na naman ang pasko, sana maalala naman ako ng mga anak ko. Ilang linggo pa, magbabagong taon na. Natatakot ako sa taong darating. Ngayon pa lang usap-usapan na ang susunod na pangbubugaw sa akin. Gagamitin pa nila ang kahinaan ng mga kapatid nilang alipin sa kalam ng tiyan. Sa tagal ng panahong ganito ang sitwasyon namin parang eto lang ang sulok na gagalawan ko. Sana may magtanggol naman sa akin. Ipaglaban naman nila ako. Gusto kong isigaw: “Ina ninyo ako! Pagmamahal nyo lang ang kailangan ko!”
Sensya na, ang haba na ng drama ko. Masisira na ang make up ko nito eh. Salamat ha, pinakinggan mo ako. Malaking bagay sa akin na nakausap kita. Ang tagal nating nag-usap, di man lang ako nagpapakilala.
Ay sorry, di ko nasabi pangalan ko.
Pilipinas nga pala.
Zombies are real!! and they are here!!!
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Monday, May 28, 2012
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Saturday, May 26, 2012
Thursday, May 24, 2012
Wednesday, May 23, 2012
CheckMate Infidelity Test Kit Now in the Philippines!
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Tuesday, May 22, 2012
Monday, May 21, 2012
Symptoms of BREAST CANCER
Must see & Share it for every female.
Check for any of the symptoms given in the poster at least once every month. Share it to others for more awareness acting at an early stage will give fruitful results.
Check for any of the symptoms given in the poster at least once every month. Share it to others for more awareness acting at an early stage will give fruitful results.
Sunday, May 20, 2012
Order at MCDO? Read the TERMS AND CONDITION FIRST!
TERMS OF DELIVERY
McDonald’s reserves the right, in its sole discretion, without limitations, conditions and/or qualifications, and without need of prior notification, to limit, change, modify or cancel any order, and/or to refuse any service to any customer for any reason attributable to the unavailability of the items ordered, or other circumstances and conditions beyond the control of McDonald’s which would render impossible or delay the fulfillment of its obligations; Provided that such events shall not be caused by any negligence on the part of McDonald’s. Notwithstanding the receipt of any order confirmation, whether via electronic mail, facsimile, phone call or otherwise, it is understood by you that the delivery of your order by McDonald’s and receipt of the payment corresponding to the same, shall constitute the sole act of final acceptance by McDonald’s of such order. Verification of any information may be required prior to the acceptance or delivery of any order.
Upon delivery, you agree to pay in cash all fees and charges incurred in connection with your order, including any and all applicable taxes, at the rate in effect when the charges were incurred.
If you wish to cancel your order prior to delivery, you may call 8MCDO (86236 or 0286236 for mobile users). McDonald’s, however, reserves the right to refuse cancellation in case order has already been dispatched for delivery prior to receipt of your request. If you are not satisfied with your order, you may direct your concerns to 8MCDO.
Read the full terms and conditions here.
YOUR ORDER WILL NOT BE FREE EVEN IF THEY ARE LATE FOR MORE THAN 30 MINUTES or MORE. Too bad I didn't read this first before ordering....
Saturday, May 19, 2012
Diablo 3 Whymsyshire! The Secret Cow Level??
This is no Mother F*cking Cow Level!!!! This is Rainbow Madness!!!!1
Friday, May 18, 2012
Thursday, May 17, 2012
Eastern Telecom Evo Dsl Lag Diablo 3... Latency too high!!
I couldn't play diablo 3 because my latency is too high with Eastern Telecom Evo Dsl plan 1,000 2mbps.
Anyone experiencing the same problem???
UPDATE - 05/19/2012 - I called their customer service and they told me that they are using dynamic IP and they can't do anything about the problem....
Paolo Mallari : Drink but don't Drive
Paolo Mallari, 1990-2012
He played for the Alabang Tigers in Baseball Philippines as a pitcher, shortstop and outfielder and was drafted first overall by the Tigers in 2010 for Series 6. From his first season until Series 9, Mallari was a decent hitter as he averaged .224 and had 11 runs and 14 hits throughout his career with Alabang.
However, he made a name for himself as a pitcher.
Thanks to his pitching prowess, he was heavily-recruited by several teams because of his time in the little leagues playing for ILLAM, where he suited up 2002 to 2009. He also represented the Philippines in a number of Little League regional competitions.
Wednesday, May 16, 2012
Tuesday, May 15, 2012
PLDT Fibr : Fiber Optics is now available!
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Option to avail ID-DSL
Friday, May 11, 2012
Chateau Lorraine Condominium for Sale! Tomas Mapua Binondo Manila
Name: Chateau Lorraine
Location: Tomas Mapua Corner D. Jose, Sta. Cruz, Manila
Unit types:
1 Bed Room or Studio Unit, 28 sqm.
2 Bed Room Unit, 45 to 47 sqm.
3 Bed Room Unit, 68 to 132 sqm.
For as low as 1.8M for Studio Units;
3M for 2BR Units; and
4.6M for 3BR Units
For Inquiries, please call
Diana Sy
0917-8456215
0922-8910529
Churches
Sta Cruz Church, Quiapo Church, St. Joseph Church, Christian Gospel Ctr., UECP, SSHS Episcopal Church
Colleges (U-Belt)
UST, FEU, CEU, UE, SBC;
Transportation
LRT 1, LRT 2, Bus Terminal to North and South destination;
Hotels
Manila Grand Hotel, Binondo Suites, Fortune hotel;
Malls
Tutuban, Divisoria, 168, 999, 11/88, Odeon Terminal, China Plaza Shopping, Isetann, SM Carriedo;
Electronics
Raon, Sta Cruz;
High Schools
St Stephen, Hope, Uno, Chiang kai Shek, Phil.Cultural, Public and Private schools.
Medical Institution
Metropolitan Hospitals, Chinese Gen.Hospitals, San Lazaro Hospital
Thursday, May 10, 2012
Ice Bra anyone?
In a nearly-naked publicity stunt, underwear firm Triumph Japan had models parading around showing off its "Super Cool Bra", featuring what appears to be a pair of small fish tanks encompassing the breasts.
These cups are filled with a gel that remains soft and supple even when frozen, giving the wearer "a cool sensation against her skin", the company said in a statement.
A traditional Japanese wind chime -- and a mint leaf -- dangle between the cups giving an impression of cooling "by way of its refreshing fragrance and sound".
The company, which has a long tradition of novelty launches that are never made available for public sale, said it conceived of the bra in response to a need to save energy during the hot summer.
With no working nuclear reactors amid heightened public mistrust over atomic power in post-Fukushima Japan, the country has once again begun its "Cool Biz" campaign, urging people to dress down for work and avoid the need to crank up the aircon.
Meow the fat cat passes away
Photo provided by the Santa Fe Animal Shelter veterinarian Dr. Jennifer Steketee holds Meow, a 2-year-old tabby at the shelter in Santa Fe, N.M. The cat that got national attention for tipping the scale at 39 pounds has died. The Santa Fe Animal Shelter & Humane Society said Monday, May 7, 2012 that the orange and white tabby died over the weekend, likely from complications from his morbid obesity.
The Chinese embassy warned its citizens in Manila to stay off the streets on Friday May 11 2012
Chinese travel agencies have suspended tourist packages to the Philippines and promised refunds to customers who have booked trips, Chinese state media reported Thursday, as tensions over disputed islands in the South China Sea escalated.
Companies including Ctrip.com and Beijing International Travel Service have halted all tours to the Philippines and say they will not accept bookings until the situation improves, Chinese media reported.
The Chinese embassy to the Philippines warned its citizens in Manila to stay off the streets during planned anti-China protests expected to take place on Friday.
The two countries are engaged in a standoff involving four Chinese maritime surveillance ships and eight Chinese fishing boats confronting a Filipino coast guard ship and several fishing boats in the waters near what is known as the Scarborough Shoal in English and Huangyan island in Chinese.
China has territorial disputes with the Philippines, Vietnam, Brunei, Malaysia and Taiwan across the South China Sea, each searching for gas and oil while building up their navies and military alliances.
The Philippines and the United States staged war games on Wednesday, which China said would raise the risk of confrontation. Chinese vice foreign minister Cui Tiankai said China was committed to dialogue and diplomacy to resolve the dispute.
The Philippines foreign ministry said last week the United States will triple military aid to the Philippines in 2012.
(Reporting by Pete Sweeney; Editing by Paul Tait)
Wednesday, May 9, 2012
Turn Google Translate into a BeatBox!
Go to Google Translate; Copy this text:
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Pick German as the 'from' language; Press the 'Listen'-button
Tuesday, May 8, 2012
Monday, May 7, 2012
Babaeng Witness sa NAIA 3 nang magkasakitan sina Mon Tulfo at mag-asawang Santiago
A witness who claims that Tulfo started the brawl.
Prolonged wearing of high heels can cause a permanent damages
Prolonged wearing of high heels can cause a permanent damages like bunions, hammertoes, leg tendons.. This are mainly caused due to pressure on ball of the foot. The higher the heels, the greater is the pressure. This can also affect the knee and back.
So on wearing high heels continuously you are increasingly damaging you feet. If you love your health be cautious.
Please Share to others! =D
Sunday, May 6, 2012
Greek Man On Fire
A Greek man sets himself on fire outside a bank branch in Thessaloniki. The 55-year old man had entered the bank and asked for a renegotiation of his overdue loan payments on his home and business, according to police, which he could not pay, but was refused by the bank. This year Greece teetered on the brink of financial collapse and threatened taking the EU down with it.
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